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HAVNT DONE THIS BULLSHIT IN A WHILE. BUT YA I WENT TO THE QUEEN MARY YESTERDAY. IT WAS TONS OF FUN. THE CLUB THEY HAD THOUGH WAS WACK SHIT. WAY TOO MANY PEOPLE.



HAD A SWIM MEET LAST WEEK. THAT WAS KEWL. I WENT A 22.9 OR A 23 FLAT ON MY 50 FREE. WE REALLY DONT KNOW IT WAS ALL STOP WATCHES AND CRAP NO TOUCH PADS. I DID BAD IN EVERYTHING. 100 FREE 51 100 BACK 1:00 200 FREE 1 57 BLAH I USED TO GO 1 49. 100 FLY 59 NEW PERSONAL BEST CAUSE I NEVER DID IT BEFORE. MY 200 FLY 2 23 YUCK!!!!!! 200 IM GOD THAT WAS HORRIBLE 2 09 AND I USED TO GO A 2 03. LAME SAUCE. 200 BACK 2 09 AND I GO A 2 01 FUCKI REALLY SHOULD SWIM MORE.

TOO BAD I HAVE MAJOR FUCKED UP SHOULDERS. EH IT'S NOT LIKE ANYONE CARES. I THINK IM JUST GONNA DELETE THIS THING.

SHOT DOWN

so i meet this girl last sunday. she's eyeing me as im running out of the water and i look back to check her out and our eyes meet. i found her veeeeeeeeeerrrrrryyyyyy attractive. so i go back in a little while later to surf and i go up to talk to her. we hit it off pretty good. so i get out to talk to my buddies and i see her coming out. we're about to leave and i dont know her name or have her number. im standing with my friends she standing with hers. she waves at me i wave back and smile. i go to the truck thinking shit i should go get her number and i just about walk to her then i change my mind. STUPIDEST IDEA EVER. I SHOULD HAVE DONE IT RIGHT THEN AND THERE!!!!! so the whole week i cant get my mind off of her. so i go back today hoping to see her again. no sign of her. atleast that's how it was. then i see her. i go in and talk to her a little more. i find out her name is denyelle. pretty name. so it was a shitty day i was getting worked on the waves and i got a fucking 30 dollar parking ticket. god damn it. so she starts to leave and i go up to her and i ask for her number, and it being a bad day i kind of knew how things were going to unfold. but i ask her and she does the whole "weeelllll" and i already knew it was a no so i say. "you're going to shoot me down arn't you" and she says " well im 'kinda' in a relationship now" im all okay and she says we "will still see eachother around on the beach" im all ya sure. i just found it hilarious. it's okay though. it's fine. though i did let the greatest catch ever get away.

either she was really interested in me at first but then i killed it by not asking for it the first time out!!! (stupid,stupid,stupid,stupid,stupid,stupid) and i really think it was this one because she didnt seem as interested in me as last time. my stupidity fucks me up again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

or she was just checking me out like a piece of meat. which is fine i suppose.

either way it was a bad day and i got supper shot down. i hope i still see her and talk to her.


funny thing right when i get to my dads truck i see her leaving in her dads truck and i hear the fucking song by the killers somebody told me

GOD DAMN IT NIGGER!!!!!!!1

son of a bitch. my phone is broken. that's heinous. now i have to spend an absurd amount of money to buy a new one. i loved this phone, now it's gone to hell. and on the same fucking day i drop my only bottle of triple black. im so mad!!!!

fucking marines!!!!

edwin is coming back september 5th. im soooo going to rape him when i see him!!!! i missed him so much. i have 2 friends in the marines and both shipped out. chris is still in japan. at least he calls every now and then. i miss them both so much. chris was my best friend for 10 summers. we competed against each other in swimming. competed side by side in water polo and against each other. god damn it. i hope he gets to come back for vacation. and fuck his girlfriend. there's no proof that fucking kid is his. since she's cheated on his ass so many times. that fucking cunt. i want to shoot her so bad. i tell him to take a blood test but he doesnt want to. im sure she's still cheating on him right now as he's in japan. im gonna paintball that bitches house saturday fuck her!!!!

holy shit

the most fucked up thing happened today. i was working and my seasonal aquatics director walks in. i say hi. and as im doing so i hear a motorcycle reving its engine. see i work at echo park shallow pool just off the 101 freeway at the echo park exit. come visit anytime you want ill get you in free haha. but ya so i turn around to look at it and all i see is a truck and hear something scraping on the floor. so im thinking the truck is dragging something. obviously you can see what is about to unfold. but ya the biker falls on his side and slides about 200 maybe 300 feet on the 101. the dude got so road rashed. we called 911 and they fucking put us on hold. i was like WTF!!!! that's gay. we obviously as lifeguards could have helped him but we had to keep an eye on the pool and we cant really go out on the 101 playing frogger now can we? so they paramedics finally came about 15 minutes after we call. but hope that guy's kewl.

sweetness

surfing was sick today. though it was during the middle of the day, the worst hours in the world it was good sized,
1-3 not bad. but i couldnt really get up too much today, i guess it was an off day. no worries. met a girl there. total hottie. talked for a bit, never got her name or her number. hah im duuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmbbbbbbbbb!!! oh well ill just go sunday again, maybe ill run into her one more time at the same time. then talk somemore and get those digits. HOPEFULLY. she looked like she was really into me. peace and chicken grease!!!!

ummmm

yesterday i went to see hawthorne heights. they were dope but i did like a few bands before them. glasseater was there. i never really liked them. i sampled a few songs of theirs but was never really satisfied. each band had something i liked to them. like the drums or guitar or just the performance. but ya i never realized how much i hated the fucking emo kids there. they're gay!!! gay, gay gay gay gay gay!!!!!!! they're rutty tutty fresh and fruity!!!! doing their stupid dances where they look like they're throwing a hissy fit. fuckin fags!!! but other than that it was pretty kewl i guess.

god damn it nigger. :P

okay apryl you can take off that nonsence on the left side of my lj already. sheesh. i just said help me out with the background not make it your own. i really appreciate it though.

sickness

went surfing on monday. not too bad of a day. it was dope though, we saw some dolphins and they started surfing with us.

it was awesome. i mean i see them there all the time but have yet to see them surfing along side us. oh ya a small fish almost jumped into my boardshorts that day too. going again tomorrow. i hope it's better than monday. that would be dope. hang loose guys and chicks